question - 同志

why brian would say "i love you" to micky and lindz
but refused to say love to justin?

is that because brian just didn't have sexual feelings for micky and lindz?
or he was sure that he would never get hurt from them?
or he just didn't want to make a "commitment" in a relationship?

they said brian tried not to imitate straight peole's life..
not to fall into a conventional one-to-one relationship...
and they also said he's afraid of showing his real affection..

after repeatedly watching the series i still can't totally figure out
the actual love pattern of brian's..

besides, recently i kept on dreaming about being part of the series..
hearing and talking in god damn fucking english...
and of course feeling lost when waking up...

just tried to write in english for practicing...
at least taking some advantages of this infatuation...

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