日月 (12) - 同志

By Olive
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自從那天和鍾偉哲見面後,一直在心裡暗暗擔憂著,而許久不曾有的夢魘,
竟毫無預警再度出現...
「強森...不...我不要...我不要這樣...」「嗚...嗚......」
自從那天思瑤親手將定情信物幫自己戴上後,心裡踏實了許多,終日沉浸在與她相伴
的幸福感裡,直到今夜,悲傷魘語再度入耳...
「思瑤!思瑤...妳怎麼了?!...妳醒醒...醒醒啊!」
「喝....喝.......」驚醒的我神魂未定喘著粗氣。
「妳怎麼了?是做惡夢了嗎?」
還未澈底從惡夢中脫離的我,循著聲音傳來的方向,瞬間將她拉進懷裡深深抱著...
聽著身下仍然起伏不定的心跳,我知道此刻的她還在驚恐之中,不捨的緊緊抱住...
「沒事了...思瑤...別怕,我在這...我會一直在這陪妳的。」
彷彿得到依靠般,更加收緊雙手,深怕一個放手,懷中的她就會離自己而去...
等著她的氣息逐漸平穩後,我諾諾的開口...
「思瑤...剛才好像聽到妳在喊著一個人的名字,難道...就是之前妳所提過的,
知道妳身份的...那個人?」
不願再次面對,於是輕輕放開曉婷,隨手撿起散落在旁的衣物套上,背對著她
坐在床沿,埋首於雙手間的我,思緒回到當時所發生的事,一切是那麼的突然~
「思瑤...妳來了。」
「嗯...我請你準備的東西都帶來了嗎?」
「都在這...只是妳為何突然要我準備這些醫療用品?」
「這說來話長,簡單說是我救了一個人,但是又不方便將她送醫,所以只好...」
「不然...妳把他帶來給我,我送去醫院就好了。」
「這......」
「怎麼了?難道...妳不信任我?」
「不是的,這該怎麼說才好......」遲疑著是否要說出自己的懷疑。
「怎麼了?為何不繼續說下去?」
「一時之間我很難解釋清楚,改天找機會再向你說明,現在我必須要先趕回去了。」
「那好吧...小心點。」
「嗯......謝謝你。」
轉身離去的我,突然受到從背後傳來的衝擊力,逼得我瞬間向前倒下,顧不得
疼痛連忙爬起望向後方,卻被眼前的情況震懾到...
「強森..強森...你怎麼了?怎麼會..這樣...」
趕忙向前壓著不斷流淌著鮮紅液體的胸口。
「妳...妳快走...危...險...」
「我怎麼可能在這時候丟下你不管!撐著點,我馬上送你去醫院!」
此時,卻從遠處傳來陣陣的警笛聲,且越來越近...
「快走...再...慢...就來..來不及...了...」
「可是...你傷得這麼重,我怎麼能......」
「我以...長官的身份...命令..妳...!別...別忘了...妳...還有...任務...」
看著背對自己低頭顫抖不語的思瑤,不捨地將她從背後緊緊環抱住...
感受到背後陣陣傳來的溫暖後,漸漸回到現實,濕黏的觸感讓我察覺到,
雙手已在不知不覺中呈現緊緊握拳的姿態...
「思瑤...和我說好嗎?說出來...說出來妳會比較好過一些。」
「......強森..強森他...他都是為了...幫我...救我...才會...」
「思瑤......」
「嗚....嗚......」壓抑許久的淚水終究潰堤。
「......我相信強森他...不會怪妳的...」更加收緊環抱住她的手。
「可是,我無法原諒我自己啊!要不是我...要不是我強森也不會...也不會因傷
重在送醫途中就...,該死的人,其實是我!我根本就不該還...還活在世上,
更不該...不該過得如此幸福......」
「.........思...」
原本想再說些安慰的話,但不知為何看到此時的思瑤,突然憶起當初(二個半月前)~
隻身來到和線民約定地點,卻渾然不知已悄悄踏入危險之中...
「妳來了...」
「嗯...最近有什麼新的消息?」
「孫建廷要在後天進行交易,至於地點是......」
「那...負責交易的人...是方思瑤嘛?」
「不是,聽說她已經將近半年都沒有現身了,好像是因為之前受到槍傷的緣故。」
「那...我知道了...就先這樣吧...」
在準備離開的時候,突然聽到一陣奇怪的聲響,正感到困惑沿著聲音尋找時,
發現某處有個奇怪的物體,走近一看卻被驚嚇到,回過神來想要向線民示警,
時間卻...卻只剩10秒鐘...
「快跑!有炸彈......」
瞬間爆炸的威力,讓來不及完全逃離的我,被噴飛的物體壓傷了腳,無法
起身離開,神智漸漸模糊時,似乎聽到急促的腳步聲,從遠而近......
朦朧間睜開雙眼,疑惑地看著眼前的人......
「是妳救......」虛弱的吐出幾個字。
「曉婷...妳醒了?別擔心妳現在安全了,我正要...替妳處理傷口,
會有點痛...忍著點。」
在即將再次陷入昏迷前,看著這個似曾相識的人,神情似乎充滿哀傷憂愁,
而在幫自己上藥的雙手,似乎......
「妳...受......」
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是與非 愛與恨 留或走 全都難免有錯
多少人 多少情 都路過已經不能強求
回頭看我臉上的落寞 又是誰讓我染上寂寞
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