8*20 The letter - 急診室的春天

這集內容是Mark去世前寫急診室大夥的信..

我看完這封信..心裡很感動..

再接著看下一集 on the beach.. 更是哭到不行.. T_T

把這封信po上來給大家看看..版主若覺得不好..就把它砍了吧..

有些中文是自己翻譯的..(因為海外版翻得不是順..翻的不好還請大家見諒)

另原文內容是採自海外版...
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Dear ER gang :

So here I am out on the beach at 5:30 in the evening.
Elizabeth is sitting with me drinking juice,
but I’m all about the mai tais.

The sun is going down. Rachel is dipping Ella’s toes in the ocean…
…as they head off on a quest for the perfect seashell.

What would make this moment complete ?
Some jogger dropping to the sand short of breath,
so I can swoop in with a piece of bamboo to perform a nice,
clean intubation fix the guy up and send him off with a good simple dispope.
Which is my way of saying that I miss you all and that dingy place.
Lots of times, I thought I should have chosen a different career or
gone into private practice.
Something easier, less grinding, more lucrative.
But since I’ve been gone,
I realize that outside of what I’m doing right now…
…sitting on this beach with my family…
staying at County all those years doing
what we do on a daily basis…was the best choice I ever made.

I know what you’re thinking, but trust me,
it’s not hard to appreciate once it’s over.
As much as part of me would like to believe the ER can’t go on without me…
the smarter part realizes that you’re an incredible group of
doctors and nurses…
who approach every day with such skill, compassion and thoroughness.
And when it comes to patient care, I know my absence will hardly be felt.
As for friendship and camaraderie, well, that’s another matter.

In order to leave, I had to go the way I did.
But I wouldn’t want any of you to think that
meant I didn’t value each of you…
and the years that we worked together…
or that I didn’t have things of a more personal nature to say.
Most of you, I think, have an idea of what those things might be…
without me writing them down.

But still…Ella is lagughing and waving for me.
Rachel’s found her shell.

Carter :
This is from Dr. Corday.

Mark died this morning…at 6:04 a.m.
The sun was rising…his favorite time of day.
I sent this on so that you might know he was thinking of you all…
And that…he appreciated knowing you would remember him well.

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== 馬克給急診室夥伴們的信… ==

Dear 急診室的夥伴們：

在這裡，每天傍晚5:30我會到海灘上散步，
而伊麗莎白(Elizabeth；馬克的妻子)則會和我坐在一起喝果汁，
但是…說實在的…其實我比較喜歡喝甜酒。

太陽慢慢地下山了，
瑞秋(Rachel；馬克和前妻生的女兒)和艾拉(Ella；馬克和伊麗莎白生的小女兒)
一起在尋找漂亮的貝殼，瑞秋不經意把埃拉的小腳放進了海裡，
但是此時美好的畫面突然被破壞了…

有個慢跑的人跑進沙灘裡，開始呼吸急促，
所以我用了一片竹子替他做了最完美的插管治療，
並且把他給治好了，這是我用來想念你們大家的方式…

很多次，我常覺得我應該選擇另一種不同的職業，
像是自己開設私人診所，或者是做一些更簡單、不辛苦且可以賺更多的錢的工作，
但是自從我離開急診室後，我意識到和家人一起坐在這海灘上的是正確的，
而在郡總醫院工作的這些年來，
我們平常每天所做的事情是我人生中做出的最好選擇，

我知道你在想什麼，但是請相信我，
離開急診室的工作之後，你就很難不去感謝它對你的磨練。

以我看來，我相信急診室不能沒有我，
另外聰明的人會瞭解到你們是一群最棒的醫生和護士團體，
因為你們每天都要用專業技術、同理心來應付病人，
而當你們在照顧病人時，我想我的缺席應該是沒有人注意到吧！

至於友誼和友情又是另一回事了，
為了離開，我必須走我的路，
不過我不想讓你們大家覺得我不重視你們以及我們一起合作的這些年，
或者我沒提到的私人情感，
你們大多數人應該都知道那些事情是什麼…就算我不寫下來，但還是…

艾拉笑著向我揮手，瑞秋找到了她的貝殼…

** Carter 停頓了一下…Lewis問他怎麼了…

Dr. Corday (Elizabeth；馬克的妻子)：
　　
今天早上馬克死了…在早晨6：04分，
太陽正在升起…這是他一天中最喜歡的時刻，
我送來這封信，讓你們大家知道他很想念你們所有人，
還有他很感謝你們大家將永遠的記住他…

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