日月 (13) - 同志

By Leila
at 2015-03-10T21:10
at 2015-03-10T21:10
Table of Contents
本篇純屬虛構 本文分級:小蛙級
==========================
從那夜之後,我總是找藉口閃躲曉婷想要親近的舉動,可是只有一件事,是我
找不到任何理由可以拒絕的......
從那夜後,她除了讓我清理傷口時會願意和我有短暫的親近外,其餘時間總是
刻意閃躲自己,對於這樣的她,看在眼裡更是滿滿的不捨。這晚沐浴完後...
「思瑤...來...我幫妳清理手上的傷口。」
「嗯......嘶~」清洗時的輕微痛感讓我輕呼一聲。
「思瑤...會痛嘛?我會輕一點的。」一邊處理一邊忍不住的偷偷拭淚。
每次看到曉婷為自己掉下不捨的眼淚時,總是想要將她緊緊的抱住,然而我卻
總在最後一刻,在心裡狠狠的踩了煞車......
「曉婷...我沒事...妳別擔心...」
雖然傷口並不深,可是,只有在這個時候,才願意讓我握著她的雙手,而為了能
有更多的時間接觸,我總是一次比一次花更久的時間處理。
我又怎麼可能沒察覺到曉婷的心思,或許是不願看到她失落的神情,總是沒有戳破,
任由著她。
就算再怎麼慢..也總有結束的時候,眷戀不捨地放開她的手,我知道..又要保持距離了...
「思瑤,都處理好了。看樣子過兩天應該就不用再上藥。」
「曉婷,謝謝妳。」
「說什麼謝謝,這些都是我該做的,好啦,時間不早了,我們睡覺吧。」
「嗯......晚安。」
「晚安。」
就寢時,刻意背對著曉婷躺下,然而卻一點睡意也沒有,望著牆上時鐘一分一秒的走著...
就寢時,看著思瑤又背對自己,在心裡默默的嘆了口氣,猶豫許久後慢慢的朝她靠近...
「思瑤...」手環上腰際抱住。
「曉婷...別這樣...我...」想要將她的手拉開。
「思瑤...不要拒絕我,先聽我說好嗎?」
「......」
看著她不再反抗,於是接著說下去...
「思瑤,我明白妳的心情,不過已經發生的事是無法改變的,我相信強森若是
天上有知,也不願妳如此的自責,他一定會希望妳過得幸福快樂。」
「強森他......他真的會這麼希望嗎?」
「思瑤,妳和他相處的時間比我多,應該更加了解他,不是嗎?」
閉起雙眼時,和強森的過往彷彿走馬燈般快速閃過,無法克制的慢慢收握雙手,
滾燙的淚水不停的滑落。
感受到懷抱中的思瑤顫抖著,心疼地想用自己的懷抱溫暖她...
「思瑤...想哭..就放聲哭出來,不要再憋在心裡了。」
我像是得到救贖一般,再也無法克制情緒,轉過身去,緊緊的抱住她...
「曉婷...嗚......曉婷.........」
一次又一次輕撫背脊,哽嚥不捨的說出....
「思瑤...妳要記住,不管有任何事情我都會陪著妳一起面對的。」
「......嗯」
靜待思瑤情緒漸漸緩和,輕輕的稍微分開彼此距離,望著滿是淚痕的她,
不捨的輕拭雙頰,接著慢慢靠近...吻去...眼角殘餘淚水......
她越來越靠近,身上所散發出來的氣息,一再的告訴我...她‧在想什麼..
發現思瑤並不拒絕這樣的親暱,於是更進一步的朝那軟潤而去...
看著她更加大膽的動作,雖不忍讓她失望,然而此刻我並沒有心情,
正想要開口制止時...
像是察覺到思瑤的心思,連忙搶在她之前出聲...
「思..瑤~別拒絕我...」
就在我還來不及做出任何的反應之下,她已澈底堵住我將出口的話...
接觸的瞬間,只想專心感受思瑤帶給的溫軟,只想順從自己的慾望,不願停下...
想要輕緩的推開她,然而卻一步一步被慢慢牽引著,讓我漸漸的失去理智...
知道思瑤已經不會再拒絕自己,於是更加放肆的...順勢而去......
不知過了多久,我才慢慢的恢復一點意識,才發現彼此的屏障早已澈底消失...
多日來刻意的疏遠關係,在盡情宣洩後,貪婪的讓她依偎懷裡。
連日來夜難安枕的思瑤,在澈底釋放後,疲憊的擁我入懷睡去。
---
因為愛得太過於純粹 不似人間應該有的滋味
就算無後路可退 我不會後悔
--
Tags:
同志
All Comments

By Una
at 2015-03-11T01:58
at 2015-03-11T01:58

By Kama
at 2015-03-15T19:11
at 2015-03-15T19:11

By Michael
at 2015-03-19T10:29
at 2015-03-19T10:29

By Necoo
at 2015-03-20T08:40
at 2015-03-20T08:40

By Franklin
at 2015-03-24T19:11
at 2015-03-24T19:11

By Hardy
at 2015-03-28T20:30
at 2015-03-28T20:30

By Hedy
at 2015-03-28T22:26
at 2015-03-28T22:26

By James
at 2015-03-31T11:10
at 2015-03-31T11:10

By Yedda
at 2015-04-02T08:58
at 2015-04-02T08:58

By Zenobia
at 2015-04-06T02:44
at 2015-04-06T02:44

By Sandy
at 2015-04-10T04:58
at 2015-04-10T04:58

By Delia
at 2015-04-10T08:53
at 2015-04-10T08:53

By Margaret
at 2015-04-13T23:18
at 2015-04-13T23:18

By Andy
at 2015-04-16T12:14
at 2015-04-16T12:14

By Kyle
at 2015-04-20T16:43
at 2015-04-20T16:43

By Emily
at 2015-04-22T04:06
at 2015-04-22T04:06

By Yedda
at 2015-04-26T01:27
at 2015-04-26T01:27

By Irma
at 2015-04-27T03:01
at 2015-04-27T03:01

By Emily
at 2015-04-30T23:57
at 2015-04-30T23:57

By Kristin
at 2015-05-01T12:37
at 2015-05-01T12:37

By Ursula
at 2015-05-04T07:56
at 2015-05-04T07:56

By Olivia
at 2015-05-06T17:37
at 2015-05-06T17:37

By Jake
at 2015-05-09T18:38
at 2015-05-09T18:38

By Hardy
at 2015-05-12T22:33
at 2015-05-12T22:33

By James
at 2015-05-17T14:21
at 2015-05-17T14:21

By Edwina
at 2015-05-21T17:46
at 2015-05-21T17:46

By Tristan Cohan
at 2015-05-25T00:26
at 2015-05-25T00:26

By Hamiltion
at 2015-05-27T21:07
at 2015-05-27T21:07

By Agnes
at 2015-06-01T19:44
at 2015-06-01T19:44

By Edwina
at 2015-06-02T00:26
at 2015-06-02T00:26

By Oscar
at 2015-06-04T14:34
at 2015-06-04T14:34

By John
at 2015-06-07T12:37
at 2015-06-07T12:37

By Isabella
at 2015-06-10T03:51
at 2015-06-10T03:51

By Zenobia
at 2015-06-11T04:41
at 2015-06-11T04:41

By Erin
at 2015-06-13T18:49
at 2015-06-13T18:49

By Edith
at 2015-06-15T06:16
at 2015-06-15T06:16

By Harry
at 2015-06-18T08:47
at 2015-06-18T08:47

By Lydia
at 2015-06-21T03:47
at 2015-06-21T03:47

By Kelly
at 2015-06-21T07:02
at 2015-06-21T07:02

By Caroline
at 2015-06-23T05:23
at 2015-06-23T05:23

By Ophelia
at 2015-06-25T17:58
at 2015-06-25T17:58

By Jacky
at 2015-06-30T10:42
at 2015-06-30T10:42

By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2015-07-01T18:26
at 2015-07-01T18:26

By Queena
at 2015-07-03T08:03
at 2015-07-03T08:03

By Olive
at 2015-07-05T00:40
at 2015-07-05T00:40

By Gary
at 2015-07-09T21:04
at 2015-07-09T21:04

By Xanthe
at 2015-07-10T01:11
at 2015-07-10T01:11

By Aaliyah
at 2015-07-10T10:31
at 2015-07-10T10:31

By Robert
at 2015-07-14T23:56
at 2015-07-14T23:56

By Xanthe
at 2015-07-15T04:54
at 2015-07-15T04:54

By Aaliyah
at 2015-07-19T20:06
at 2015-07-19T20:06

By Tom
at 2015-07-21T19:30
at 2015-07-21T19:30

By Bennie
at 2015-07-24T14:53
at 2015-07-24T14:53

By Andy
at 2015-07-28T03:16
at 2015-07-28T03:16

By Edward Lewis
at 2015-08-01T17:06
at 2015-08-01T17:06

By Andy
at 2015-08-05T16:28
at 2015-08-05T16:28

By Cara
at 2015-08-06T14:33
at 2015-08-06T14:33

By Yedda
at 2015-08-10T10:27
at 2015-08-10T10:27

By Caitlin
at 2015-08-12T16:02
at 2015-08-12T16:02

By Zanna
at 2015-08-17T12:43
at 2015-08-17T12:43

By Zanna
at 2015-08-22T05:35
at 2015-08-22T05:35

By Rachel
at 2015-08-25T19:26
at 2015-08-25T19:26

By Noah
at 2015-08-26T19:38
at 2015-08-26T19:38

By Kama
at 2015-08-30T02:35
at 2015-08-30T02:35

By Tom
at 2015-09-01T03:45
at 2015-09-01T03:45

By Jake
at 2015-09-05T03:06
at 2015-09-05T03:06

By Andy
at 2015-09-09T12:08
at 2015-09-09T12:08

By Candice
at 2015-09-10T11:47
at 2015-09-10T11:47

By Heather
at 2015-09-12T20:56
at 2015-09-12T20:56

By Barb Cronin
at 2015-09-14T01:45
at 2015-09-14T01:45

By Gilbert
at 2015-09-18T09:55
at 2015-09-18T09:55

By John
at 2015-09-21T07:45
at 2015-09-21T07:45

By Sarah
at 2015-09-23T03:35
at 2015-09-23T03:35

By Puput
at 2015-09-25T11:09
at 2015-09-25T11:09
Related Posts
藏愛(25)

By Megan
at 2015-03-10T17:04
at 2015-03-10T17:04
陳珮騏大力挺同志不怕失人氣

By Erin
at 2015-03-10T12:42
at 2015-03-10T12:42
《the duke of burgundy》英國新片:勃艮第公爵

By Sandy
at 2015-03-10T11:07
at 2015-03-10T11:07
黃昏 (Doctor X同人)

By Victoria
at 2015-03-10T00:29
at 2015-03-10T00:29
連理(87)

By Susan
at 2015-03-10T00:00
at 2015-03-10T00:00