日月 (7) (8) - 同志

By Lily
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===(7)===
折騰了一夜,躺在床上閉著眼正準備入睡時,感覺到手被拉了過去枕在頸脖下,
肩上也多了重量... <思瑤>
「思瑤......」
「曉婷...怎麼了?睡不著嘛?」輕摟著肩頭。
「我......沒什麼...只是想要這樣抱著妳睡。」手輕輕環上腰際。
當腰際被手環抱住時,那一瞬間,心跳突然漏了一拍,很想轉身將她緊摟在懷裡,
但...就在要把手伸出的那刻~ <思瑤>
『不行!我不能這樣...我不能這麼的自私,況且...以現在的情形,我哪有
什麼資格...去......』
「那......快睡吧。」強忍著...吐出這句話。
在心裡默默嘆了口氣,雖知道她是有話想說,但卻吞了回去,而自己或許也是
在逃避,於是將手覆上手背輕拍著。 <思瑤>
聽到逐漸平穩的氣息,知道已然入睡,可是自己卻一點睡意也沒有,過了一會,
微微將眼睜開,望著這樣的她,已經數不清是第幾次,總是在她入睡後癡望著
臉,明知道只是將自己當成妹妹看待,但在心裡卻慢慢的有不一樣的心思,不
禁想起這段時間以來的相處情形~ <曉婷>
「曉婷~妳身體還虛弱別吹太久的風。」
「曉婷,天氣變冷了,來~多加件衣服。」
「曉婷,妳嚐嚐看我這獨門的蝦花蛋,很好吃喔~」
「曉婷...」「曉婷...」「曉婷......」
身心俱疲的我醒來時已經接近中午時分,手膀上的重量依然存在,微微將臉頰輕
抵著額頭,多麼希望時間就靜止在這一刻... <思瑤>
一夜無眠的我,感受到自己環抱著的人動靜後,趕緊閉起雙眼,不想讓她發現自己
整夜沒睡,當想要好好享受著被人呵護的感覺時,額角臉頰卻有股溼潤感...
<曉婷>
「怎麼了?」撐起身抬頭看著還殘留淚痕的臉。
「抱歉...吵醒妳了。」
「沒關係。...告訴我...為什麼在哭?難道是...又發作了?」
「沒有...妳別多想,我只是......」
「只是什麼?」
「我......」
「思瑤...妳現在不是只有自己,妳還有我,所以心裡在想些什麼,
都和我說好嗎?」堅定地望向猶疑不決的她。
「我...我只是覺得好像在作夢一樣,這十年來...從沒想過會有現在
這種...日子......」撐起身子半倚著床頭。
「思瑤......」
「妳知道嘛?我曾想過無數關於自己的結局,最悲慘的下場就是...
被自己的同仁在交易現場...亂槍打死......」
「思瑤.....」心痛不捨的靠上前去,緊緊的抱著。
「抱歉...讓妳難過了...」
「嗯......」默默搖著頭。
「別擔心...從現在開始我一步都不會離開妳身邊的,而且...我還要幫妳恢復...
警察的身份。」
「曉婷,妳要明白...唯一知道我真實身份的人,已經......不在世上了。」
不由自主的握緊雙手顫慄著。
難得看見如此脆弱無助的她,慢慢的扳開雙手後,接著將手覆上緊握著...
「思瑤,不管有多困難,我都會用盡一切方法找到證明身份的文件,
即使...即使是要付出我的性命與名譽......」
===(8)===
誠惶誠恐的望進那堅定眼神,雙手緊緊回握,以心疼不捨的口氣緩緩說出...
<思瑤>
「曉婷,我...我不值得妳付出一切,妳還有大好的前途以及人......」
瞪大眼睛~『難道...曉婷對我也有不一樣的...』卻只能看著來不及吐露的
言語被堵了起來。
慢慢拉開彼此的距離,以不可拒絕的堅決姿態向她表達... <曉婷>
「思瑤~我不清楚妳對我是何種感情,同事也好,朋友也行,還是師生,
但是...對我來說,只知道從今以後已經不能沒有妳的陪伴,這段時日
的相處,讓我清楚的明白,我已經......在不知不覺中愛上了妳...」
彷彿被雷打到般呆滯不動,從未想過會從她的口中聽到這句話~ <思瑤>
『曉婷...竟然..也愛上了我,這......』
看著眼前受到驚嚇的人,抽回被握住的手,接著將她帶往自己的
懷裡深深的擁住... <曉婷>
被緊緊圈住的我,慢慢恢復神智,想要掙脫開來卻被擁著更緊...
<思瑤>
「思瑤...先別拒絕我,我知道突然對妳說這些,一時之間無法接受是
可以理解的,但是...能不能給自己也給我一個機會。」
抬起手想要推開,但不知為何一看到如此堅決卻又害怕被拒絕的她,手
就硬生生的停在半空中。 <思瑤>
僵直的兩人就這樣一直維持著這姿勢,直到屋外的一聲巨響,才使得一切
有了改變...
屋內瞬間一片漆黑,感覺到環抱著自己的曉婷受到驚嚇,原本停在空中的手
竟毫不遲疑緊緊抱住。
原本顫抖不停的心,在感受到溫暖的懷抱後,漸漸的平息下來...
「思~瑤~~~」
「曉婷...妳別怕有我在,應該只是變電箱爆炸的緣故,所以才會停電的。」
「我...我剛才說的......」未完的話語硬生生被切斷。
「曉婷...對不起,我...我現在沒辦法給妳任何的答覆,因為我沒想過妳對我
也會有...超乎朋友的情感,所以...能不能再給我們之間一點時間,讓我好
好想清楚,好嗎?」
雖然早已有心理準備,但是在聽到的那刻,心還是糾了一下,勉強的微微點頭。
得到肯定的回覆,放鬆了繃緊的身體,然而在聽到微微的啜泣聲後,心頭感到
一陣酸楚,想要開口卻不知該說些什麼,只好再將手收的更緊。
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