從零開始(23) - 同志

By Leila
at 2015-01-31T10:33
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兩人吃完提拉米蘇,曉婷正在收拾,思瑤突然開口道:
「曉婷,我想明天出院。」
曉婷一聽,馬上停下手邊工作。
「那麼快?不是還要再觀察嗎?」
「我剛剛就是去找佩佩及房醫師討論,以我目前的狀況,再住院也沒有什麼幫助,只要定
期回醫院來做追蹤就可以了。」
「思瑤,妳是不是怕我擔心,所以對我有所隱瞞?」
「曉婷,妳為什麼會這麼想?我沒有隱瞞妳什麼啊。」思瑤一臉疑惑道。
「妳消失那麼久,不可能只是討論出院的事情而已,還是妳的病情有變化,不敢讓我知道
。」
「曉婷,妳不要胡思亂想,我原本想說妳去雜誌社處理事情,應該不會那麼快就回來,所
以就去找佩佩跟她請辭院長及外科醫師的職務,請房醫師再代理院長一職,因為必須交接
一些事情,才會擔誤那麼久。」
「思瑤,對不起,當醫生是妳一生的職志,現在要妳放下醫生的職務,妳一定很難過,我
還懷疑妳。」
「我沒有放棄當醫生,佩佩已經幫我安排好,下星期我就可以再回去當心理醫師了。」
「下星期?這樣妳身體受得了嗎?要不要再休息一陣子?」
「曉婷,妳放心,我的報告檢查出來,並沒什麼大礙,只要營養均衡、作息正常就可以了
。」
「那好吧,我幫妳整理東西。」
「謝謝妳。」
曉婷幫著思瑤整理東西到一半,突然想到:
「思瑤,我之後會搬去阿嬤家住。」
「為什麼突然想要搬去跟阿嬤住?」
「呃……」
「不能告訴我嗎?」
「也不是不能告訴妳,只是妳知道原因,一定會勸我的。」
「是因為叔叔嗎?」
「對,他之前對妳見死不救我就已經很生氣了,這次還對妳施暴,我更無法面對他。」
「曉婷,叔叔他不是故意的,是我不小心撞到桌角的,不能怪他。」
「我已經決定了,妳不要再勸我了。」
思瑤深知曉婷的個性,一旦決定的事就不會再更改。
「可是偉哲不是也住在阿嬤家嗎?這樣相處不會尷尬嗎?」
「畢竟他是孩子們的爸爸,總要讓他跟孩子們相處。」
思瑤聽到曉婷的話,心中有一股泛酸的感覺。
「曉婷,幫我把包包拿過來好嗎?」
曉婷將思瑤的包包遞給她,思瑤從包包裡掏出一把鑰匙,手伸向前攤開。
「這不是妳家的鑰匙?」
「沒錯,是我們家的鑰匙,從妳交給佩佩那天,我一直期待有一天能再親手交給妳。」
曉婷看著思瑤手中的鑰匙,再抬頭看著思瑤期待的神情,心中百感交集。
「思瑤,對不起,我……」
思瑤勉強地扯出一個笑容。
「沒關係,我明白的。」
曉婷不敢再看思瑤落寞的表情,怕自己會心軟,轉身去整理思瑤的衣物。
「思瑤,佩佩家還有妳的衣服嗎?」
「佩佩家我的東西都已經搬走了,為什麼會這麼問?」
「妳出院後不是要搬去跟佩佩一起住嗎?」
「佩佩確實有跟我說過,但醫院的事已經夠她忙了,還要分神照顧我,所以我回絕了。」
「妳是打算自己一個人住嗎?」曉婷驚訝地道。
「嗯,反正我之前失明也都是一個人住。」
「鑰匙給我。」
「曉婷,妳不必……」
「妳明知道我不可能讓妳一個人生活的,鑰匙給我。」
思瑤無奈,明知曉婷的心結未解,卻是以這種方式綁住曉婷,是她最不願做的事,但是說
服不了曉婷,只好將鑰匙交給她。
「曉婷,我不想瞞妳,讓妳有所期待,我的眼睛或許好不了。」
「不會的,妳的眼睛只是暫時失明而已,只要血塊消失,妳就可以復明了。」
「那是樂觀的想法,雖然人體會自行吸收血塊及搭配藥物治療,但若是時間一久,血塊持
續壓迫視神經,會造成視神經的壞死,即使之後血塊消失了,我的視力依然無法恢復。」
「若真如此,我更不可能放妳一個人生活。」
「曉婷,與盲人生活並不容易,在我們同住的期間,妳好好想想,不只是為了妳我,還有
小公主、小王子,倘若最後妳決定離開,我不會阻止妳的。」
「妳明知道我的答案是什麼,妳……」
「曉婷,不要現在就答覆我,我不希望妳將來後悔,答應我,好好想清楚,好嗎?」
=============================================================================
我有找醫護朋友問過,以現在醫療儀器,
血塊位置查得出來,其實會影響的話基本上就會開刀了!
不過思瑤講述的那一段話,是想讓曉婷不要抱太大希望,
畢竟沒有什麼事是絕對的。
--
「曉婷,我想明天出院。」
曉婷一聽,馬上停下手邊工作。
「那麼快?不是還要再觀察嗎?」
「我剛剛就是去找佩佩及房醫師討論,以我目前的狀況,再住院也沒有什麼幫助,只要定
期回醫院來做追蹤就可以了。」
「思瑤,妳是不是怕我擔心,所以對我有所隱瞞?」
「曉婷,妳為什麼會這麼想?我沒有隱瞞妳什麼啊。」思瑤一臉疑惑道。
「妳消失那麼久,不可能只是討論出院的事情而已,還是妳的病情有變化,不敢讓我知道
。」
「曉婷,妳不要胡思亂想,我原本想說妳去雜誌社處理事情,應該不會那麼快就回來,所
以就去找佩佩跟她請辭院長及外科醫師的職務,請房醫師再代理院長一職,因為必須交接
一些事情,才會擔誤那麼久。」
「思瑤,對不起,當醫生是妳一生的職志,現在要妳放下醫生的職務,妳一定很難過,我
還懷疑妳。」
「我沒有放棄當醫生,佩佩已經幫我安排好,下星期我就可以再回去當心理醫師了。」
「下星期?這樣妳身體受得了嗎?要不要再休息一陣子?」
「曉婷,妳放心,我的報告檢查出來,並沒什麼大礙,只要營養均衡、作息正常就可以了
。」
「那好吧,我幫妳整理東西。」
「謝謝妳。」
曉婷幫著思瑤整理東西到一半,突然想到:
「思瑤,我之後會搬去阿嬤家住。」
「為什麼突然想要搬去跟阿嬤住?」
「呃……」
「不能告訴我嗎?」
「也不是不能告訴妳,只是妳知道原因,一定會勸我的。」
「是因為叔叔嗎?」
「對,他之前對妳見死不救我就已經很生氣了,這次還對妳施暴,我更無法面對他。」
「曉婷,叔叔他不是故意的,是我不小心撞到桌角的,不能怪他。」
「我已經決定了,妳不要再勸我了。」
思瑤深知曉婷的個性,一旦決定的事就不會再更改。
「可是偉哲不是也住在阿嬤家嗎?這樣相處不會尷尬嗎?」
「畢竟他是孩子們的爸爸,總要讓他跟孩子們相處。」
思瑤聽到曉婷的話,心中有一股泛酸的感覺。
「曉婷,幫我把包包拿過來好嗎?」
曉婷將思瑤的包包遞給她,思瑤從包包裡掏出一把鑰匙,手伸向前攤開。
「這不是妳家的鑰匙?」
「沒錯,是我們家的鑰匙,從妳交給佩佩那天,我一直期待有一天能再親手交給妳。」
曉婷看著思瑤手中的鑰匙,再抬頭看著思瑤期待的神情,心中百感交集。
「思瑤,對不起,我……」
思瑤勉強地扯出一個笑容。
「沒關係,我明白的。」
曉婷不敢再看思瑤落寞的表情,怕自己會心軟,轉身去整理思瑤的衣物。
「思瑤,佩佩家還有妳的衣服嗎?」
「佩佩家我的東西都已經搬走了,為什麼會這麼問?」
「妳出院後不是要搬去跟佩佩一起住嗎?」
「佩佩確實有跟我說過,但醫院的事已經夠她忙了,還要分神照顧我,所以我回絕了。」
「妳是打算自己一個人住嗎?」曉婷驚訝地道。
「嗯,反正我之前失明也都是一個人住。」
「鑰匙給我。」
「曉婷,妳不必……」
「妳明知道我不可能讓妳一個人生活的,鑰匙給我。」
思瑤無奈,明知曉婷的心結未解,卻是以這種方式綁住曉婷,是她最不願做的事,但是說
服不了曉婷,只好將鑰匙交給她。
「曉婷,我不想瞞妳,讓妳有所期待,我的眼睛或許好不了。」
「不會的,妳的眼睛只是暫時失明而已,只要血塊消失,妳就可以復明了。」
「那是樂觀的想法,雖然人體會自行吸收血塊及搭配藥物治療,但若是時間一久,血塊持
續壓迫視神經,會造成視神經的壞死,即使之後血塊消失了,我的視力依然無法恢復。」
「若真如此,我更不可能放妳一個人生活。」
「曉婷,與盲人生活並不容易,在我們同住的期間,妳好好想想,不只是為了妳我,還有
小公主、小王子,倘若最後妳決定離開,我不會阻止妳的。」
「妳明知道我的答案是什麼,妳……」
「曉婷,不要現在就答覆我,我不希望妳將來後悔,答應我,好好想清楚,好嗎?」
=============================================================================
我有找醫護朋友問過,以現在醫療儀器,
血塊位置查得出來,其實會影響的話基本上就會開刀了!
不過思瑤講述的那一段話,是想讓曉婷不要抱太大希望,
畢竟沒有什麼事是絕對的。
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